The thoughts in my mind turn to sex and I am repulsed by it but enamored by a phrase, “I’ll love you when you’re old and gray; you’re the only one who makes me feel this way.” I think of the feelings in my heart and am happy at the moment, simply to feel them; even if I don’t know what they are just yet.
I begin to drift off into the darkness and my mind wanders its fantasies without limits on it anymore.
I begin to imagine a dark little apartment on an empty street and myself and some beautiful angel alone.
I tell her that I love her and we don’t know what we’re doing, but she insists and tears my shirt, peeling off my coat, and ripping my head band so my hair falls about my shoulders, like a fallen angel, ashamed and firm.
“I love you. I can see in your eyes that you don’t feel the same about me. Why would you put me through the agony of having sex without love?” I said.
“I am sorry to hurt you but I am a woman reliving my wild side. I am still living in pain and it is better for me now to have my freedom, but hunny, I want you now and I get what I want, now take off your pants,” she said.
“Yes ma’am,” I say.
I am not one for turning down sex and I know that this could be our conclusion. It terrifies me to death and makes me think about all the kids buying condoms at the mart.
Sex becomes something grotesque to me because it doesn’t apply just to the people who are doing it for passionate reasons. It is bellow me to bone a girl just to “get my nut off.” I mean seriously, people have the weirdest faces when they’re really trying to just get off. If it comes, it comes because you’re into it and as you hear the other person’s heart beat from the inside, you cannot control the connection and love between you.
I am a snob, but I digress; the idea of it is just getting to be a bit much to handle when I picture these losers coming into the mart to buy condoms. I think of them doing it. Big, rhinoceroses of men, reaming these small girls who really like being next to this guy but in reality, there’s probably a select few that enjoy the feeling of King Kong dick every night.
My race is dying and I understand this. She might be better suited for me once she’s got it out of her system. Plus, I do get edgy after a long time without sex, and maybe it will be amazing.
I remove my pants and am at full erection. She pulls down my underwear quick and takes my cock in her hands.
“Do you really love me?” She says.
“With every fiber in my being and all things I am connected to mentally, physically and we’ll work on socially.” I say.
I hold her like a child and she comes close to my lips still grappling my cock and kisses me softly and tenderly. We lay down on the bed, and as she lets go of my cock, it falls between her legs, still hard. Through her clothes, she squeezes her beautifully toned legs together and giggles.
I smile with composure and am awed by the sheer magnificence that is she. I sit up a little and begin to cover her face with kisses and end on a full-mouthed, little bit of tongue, just to tickle the senses on the tip of her tongue, kiss.
I begin to feel her soft smooth skin under her shirt. I take it off and to my benefit; she doesn’t put up a fight at all. Ugly, rough sex is for dogs, I am a predator. Her breasts fit perfectly into my hands and I massage them over the bra she has on.
Gently lifting her head and upper body, I undo the clasps as she drops her hands and is completely naked from the waste up. With valor and honor and conquest but still, serenity, tranquility, and poise, I take to playing with her nipples. Once again as I foresaw, she likes being tender, but she does like the occasional pinch.
She pushes me off of her like a steel girder off Superman. She stands from the bed and goes to the window. Peeking through the shades she smiles viciously.
She takes down her pants which roll off her hips like water. Her cute white cotton panties stretch over the delicate folds that are the last gate to hell for me. If she likes me, I will love her till she will no longer have me, if she doesn’t, we’re screwed.
I rub the soft lips of her vagina through her panties and kiss her, holding her close to me with the other arm. She tears them off and sits below my cock on my legs.
For a minute, she playfully knocks it about, like a bounce-back clown bag.
“You’re an evil little bitch sometimes aren’t you?” I say.
“You don’t know me yet,” she says.
I flip her over onto her back, I kiss her hard on the lips and travel down her neck, loving every inch of flesh and curing it so that it no longer feels soft and hurt. All tension is relieved and she is part-of the way under my spell.
Her clit is easy to find and abuse as my hands run their ways up and down every space I can touch, and my lips and tongue, do what they know how to do best.
She is not afraid and the passion overtakes her as she kisses me and tastes herself on my lips.
She jerks me forward and as if it were mathematically calculated I fall onto her and into her at the same time.
I go gray for a few seconds and come too finding myself kissing her everywhere and telling her sweet nothings and dirty every things. Little whispers to get her going.
All of a sudden I stop whispering in her ear and listen to her heart beat and follow the rhythm.
My thrusting gets more intense as she begins to climax and I nibble on her neck, impaling her at the same time.
She cums on my dick and I thrust inside of her slowly and deeply, extending her orgasm for as long as it can go as I get ready to go myself.
I get ready to orgasm and just before I do, I tell her, “I’ll love you when you’re old and gray; you’re the only one who makes me feel this way.”
I wake up.